Refelctions of my Life!

I was looking for a new phone for some time now.I had a thought to buy a flip phone and i searched a lot and found 3 mobiles. I read all the available reviews in the net and finally i went to the shop and i were looking those phones. And suddenly the sales guy showed me this phone as a new model. I was totally stunned with its glamorous look. I had no thoughts other than buying this phone and i did. At that time it costs around 17,300. I bought this phone in march and till now the excitement is getting incresed everyday, and let me tell u why i really feel proud of this phone... The phone with it curvy edges and lines looks stunning, both from a distance and when held in hands. The Greyish black colouring, with pearl like direction keys, stainless steel casing for the slide and tinge of organe all over makes the phone visually appealing. The ribbed rear of the phone, the speaker curve, the camera and the light all are aligned quite aesthetically. The Keypad are well built and placed, t...

Usssssssssh... It’s been a long time since I had a thought of changing my life style. Too many things are eating out my mind. Too little time to analyze it. Couple of days to take a decision. Lot of unmanageable situations. Too much of a disturbance. What is going on? I honestly don’t know. This is not me... Im damn sure. I have got changed a lot in these years. Nowadays am not at all managing my commitments. It’s really hard to feel the silence. This life really really suckssssssss. Am I reaching the creativity dead end? If this is creative dead end then I would see a career dead end too. It scares me. Everything seems blue and I feel so lost. I want to write a lot of things, do a lot of things but somehow the force is missing. The energy is gone. The vibrations are all dead. It is long since I did something creative, something worth being appreciated, something that someone can comment on, something I can cherish, and something that will be honest and complete. Too many things happen...

Have you ever had some lines reminding you some one, some place or some incident when u r listening to a song? I was listening to a song from the movie Sillunu Oru Kadhal this morning and since then I have been humming this song like crazy. Every time I hear this song, its haunting.I am not in newyork, never been there.But I know this song takes me somewhere...where I feel ..my hearts feelings could be understood… "Pechellam thalatu pola ennai uranga vaike ne illai thinamum oru mutham thanthu kalai coffee koduka ne illai vizliyil vizlum thusi thannai navaal eduka ne engu illai manathil azlum kuzlapam thannai theerka ne enge illai" The rhythm of life is mysterious, challenging, interesting and captivating as well. I like to work in silence when I'm completely concentrating, which most of the time is not feasible bcoz i cannot expect the same silence from a fellow. Otherwise, I would like to have soothing music being played on while I work. And if there is something that I ...

You know what my problem is? It's not getting mad at silly things... Or expecting someone or something to be the way I want it to be... My problem is, I can't express WHY I am angry/sad/upset in words. I can't tell someone the reason for my petulant reactions in such a way that they can understand it. I can't put a finger on what or why or who is the reason for my mood... and I can't translate that into something people can relate to.That is my biggest problem......... And I just have no clue how to solve it. How can you justify pain or anger? If I am angry or upset about something, and you think it does not make sense, then does it mean that I am not supposed to feel that way? Or just because YOU think that it's not fair for me to feel that way, does it mean that what I feel has to be thrown out the window? How fair is that??????

I always wanted to learn Music (Guitar), but could not, maybe because I never had time. School, college & finally job preoccupied my life. Each of us have so many passionate desires, expectations but are we really able to fulfill them? Not all of them or maybe not at all. This may not bother us now, but it will certainly bother us later. Yesterday I heard my friend talking passionately about how he played a superb instrument, but could not pursue it for education. He still thinks he could have become famous, if only he had concentrated his efforts on his art along with his education. How many of us get glorious chances of fulfilling our wishes but are afraid to do so. Life may go on, but it is never going to come back, so while I am still young, I am going to make every effort to fulfill my desires, atleast some of them if not all. To really live a life….

This is officially my first blog post & I am finally treading on a road to Blogosphere. A few months back, I followed a link to an interesting blog from somewhere and got hooked to the world of blogs.I always anticipated a place where I could reflect my thoughts, insights, criticism & doubts. This seems a perfect place let out my musings.A bit late to the blog world, I have been thinking whether I even have the time to sit and blog once every week, once a month atleast, then I convinced myself saying maybe I'll blog everytime i sit in the computer without any work. Hello World, Here I am!