Refelctions of my Life!

Every day we are forced under many circumstances to make choice and certainly every choice that we make comes at a price, something that we always hesitate to pay. Obviously it’s not always possible that every choice we make will result in a fruitful outcome, some may backfire. And at that moment we always look for someone else to put the blame on, instead of accepting that it was a choice made by me and whatever the consequence be of that choice there is only one person who should take the complete responsibility and that person too is me. I have always felt that it is far easier to make choices then to live with their outcomes. Why is that we always look for someone else to throw the blame on. Are we not mature or strong enough to handle the choices gone sour? Did someone force us to make the choices we made? This pops up another question. Can someone force us to make the choices? I am a small person to answer this question I guess. May be someone can or may be no one. Another questi...

Well, Hi dear!!!!! Since it’s been a very long time I came here and the main reason is I was totally busy with my scheduled work and routine life. I was thinking at least once in a week that I should share the happenings but it’s a big deal to allot the time, you know. Hmmm, not bad at last now im back to share you something that I should. YUP, I did a great thing which in turn im going to have my own bike very soon and im extremely longing for that moment. Are you wondering how it possible for me to do this???? That was a big and the most unfortunate day. I faced almost all the possible troubles and finally it was the time for me to scream out loud. I did that and I found no way to stop me doing that. On the same day I had a thought like why dont I write letter to my dad? That sound’s good na... hmm, I guess it will be better way to express my obligations to my lovable dad without any break. Simply the next moment I started the letter. I typed it in a notepad (Well I was in office). A...

See me the way I am... The one thing I always hate is to be misunderstood; certainly nobody likes to be misunderstood. I completely disagree to the point when someone says 'I can judge him by seeing his face’???? Does anyone can judge a person by having a single look at his face? May be we can relate it somehow but we can’t conclude it. Does anyone who's quiet have to be shy? Is just blabbing the sign of being a jovial person? Why I'm always identified as a shy person is something I've understood in no way. Just the fact that I don't initiate talking to every person I meet is NOT a good idea to bring to a close that I'm a shy person. Nevertheless you don’t know about me, don't jump into conclusion; I'm not how you perceive I am. Does anyone who's quiet also have to be calm? This thought surprises me like hell; most of the quiet people I know almost forever have a disturbance raging in their heads, and this sometimes includes me also. Not every tensed...

GURU - Master Copy Well last week i had a chance to watch the movie GURU for the second time. First time i saw this movie at theatre and i am not much impressed as i always do when i watch maniratnam's movie. But i realized that at first watch we are not actually watching to the movie rather searching for the scenes to satisfy our expectation's.That's the point where some movies fail to impress us. If at all we want to enjoy the movie then we have to throw away the expectations and enjoy the movie for its own presentation. Guru has many things to make you excited. It was directed by the direction guru, Mani Ratnam and the music was composed by music meastro AR Rahman and lot more... The movie was all about life of Gurukant Desai (Abhishek Bachchan), a dreamer, who lives in a small village and believes in dreaming high. The movie shows how Guru becomes India's top businessman from a small time worker in Turkey and the problem's he faced to achieve the height. This is...

Friend ship is such a great relation in this world. It is one relation which will make u forget all your sorrows and will take you to new heights. A friend will be one with whom you can share anything which you cant share with your parents or relatives. Thats obvious. As part of my school days i was totally switching over to different schools periodically for 2-3 years till my 8th std, coz my dad's profession is like that and i have no option. Then i was pushed to hostel in 9th std and it continues till :( Yes, I changed the school cum hostel for my 11th and 12th std. Then certainly my graduation and now im in job, but still away from home. Whenever i plan to visit my home i can feel the same excitement level which i felt at my 9th std. The reason behind why many of us had a great life in our childhood is very simple that we dont have to control our emotions in our childhood (actually we dont know at that age). Whenever we feel like laughing we laugh out loud and whenever we feel l...

I always want to know the audio format in which the sound can be produced in a better quality. I do know couple of formats but i cannot order the same based on their quality. So i started to search and found a lot details. Hope this will give a basic idea about formats. The first CD format was of course that which defined the audio CD used in all regular CD players, called CD Digital Audio or CD-DA for short. The specifications for this format were codified in the first CD standard, the so-called "red book" that was developed by Philips and Sony, the creators of the original compact disk technology. The "red book" was published in 1980, and actually specifies not just the data format for digital audio but also the physical specifications for compact disks: the size of the media, the spacing of the tracks, etc. In a sense, then, all of the subsequent standards that came after CD-DA build on the "red book" specification, since they use the same specification...

I was looking for a new phone for some time now.I had a thought to buy a flip phone and i searched a lot and found 3 mobiles. I read all the available reviews in the net and finally i went to the shop and i were looking those phones. And suddenly the sales guy showed me this phone as a new model. I was totally stunned with its glamorous look. I had no thoughts other than buying this phone and i did. At that time it costs around 17,300. I bought this phone in march and till now the excitement is getting incresed everyday, and let me tell u why i really feel proud of this phone... The phone with it curvy edges and lines looks stunning, both from a distance and when held in hands. The Greyish black colouring, with pearl like direction keys, stainless steel casing for the slide and tinge of organe all over makes the phone visually appealing. The ribbed rear of the phone, the speaker curve, the camera and the light all are aligned quite aesthetically. The Keypad are well built and placed, t...

Usssssssssh... It’s been a long time since I had a thought of changing my life style. Too many things are eating out my mind. Too little time to analyze it. Couple of days to take a decision. Lot of unmanageable situations. Too much of a disturbance. What is going on? I honestly don’t know. This is not me... Im damn sure. I have got changed a lot in these years. Nowadays am not at all managing my commitments. It’s really hard to feel the silence. This life really really suckssssssss. Am I reaching the creativity dead end? If this is creative dead end then I would see a career dead end too. It scares me. Everything seems blue and I feel so lost. I want to write a lot of things, do a lot of things but somehow the force is missing. The energy is gone. The vibrations are all dead. It is long since I did something creative, something worth being appreciated, something that someone can comment on, something I can cherish, and something that will be honest and complete. Too many things happen...

Have you ever had some lines reminding you some one, some place or some incident when u r listening to a song? I was listening to a song from the movie Sillunu Oru Kadhal this morning and since then I have been humming this song like crazy. Every time I hear this song, its haunting.I am not in newyork, never been there.But I know this song takes me somewhere...where I feel ..my hearts feelings could be understood… "Pechellam thalatu pola ennai uranga vaike ne illai thinamum oru mutham thanthu kalai coffee koduka ne illai vizliyil vizlum thusi thannai navaal eduka ne engu illai manathil azlum kuzlapam thannai theerka ne enge illai" The rhythm of life is mysterious, challenging, interesting and captivating as well. I like to work in silence when I'm completely concentrating, which most of the time is not feasible bcoz i cannot expect the same silence from a fellow. Otherwise, I would like to have soothing music being played on while I work. And if there is something that I ...

You know what my problem is? It's not getting mad at silly things... Or expecting someone or something to be the way I want it to be... My problem is, I can't express WHY I am angry/sad/upset in words. I can't tell someone the reason for my petulant reactions in such a way that they can understand it. I can't put a finger on what or why or who is the reason for my mood... and I can't translate that into something people can relate to.That is my biggest problem......... And I just have no clue how to solve it. How can you justify pain or anger? If I am angry or upset about something, and you think it does not make sense, then does it mean that I am not supposed to feel that way? Or just because YOU think that it's not fair for me to feel that way, does it mean that what I feel has to be thrown out the window? How fair is that??????

I always wanted to learn Music (Guitar), but could not, maybe because I never had time. School, college & finally job preoccupied my life. Each of us have so many passionate desires, expectations but are we really able to fulfill them? Not all of them or maybe not at all. This may not bother us now, but it will certainly bother us later. Yesterday I heard my friend talking passionately about how he played a superb instrument, but could not pursue it for education. He still thinks he could have become famous, if only he had concentrated his efforts on his art along with his education. How many of us get glorious chances of fulfilling our wishes but are afraid to do so. Life may go on, but it is never going to come back, so while I am still young, I am going to make every effort to fulfill my desires, atleast some of them if not all. To really live a life….

This is officially my first blog post & I am finally treading on a road to Blogosphere. A few months back, I followed a link to an interesting blog from somewhere and got hooked to the world of blogs.I always anticipated a place where I could reflect my thoughts, insights, criticism & doubts. This seems a perfect place let out my musings.A bit late to the blog world, I have been thinking whether I even have the time to sit and blog once every week, once a month atleast, then I convinced myself saying maybe I'll blog everytime i sit in the computer without any work. Hello World, Here I am!